But He said, "My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness."
Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ's power may rest on me.

Friday, July 29, 2016

3 Years Old

I really thought the hardest times of taking the pictures with the bear would be in the first year of life. Wrong again.



He was such a stinker about doing this. Oh, he wanted to do it!! But, he didn't want to cooperate. At all. Which is kind of a snap shot of 3 year old Nolan.



Nolan is in fact 3 years old. He loves swimming in the pool, doing art projects, helping jobs (like setting the table), reading books (loves!!), being independent yet completely dependent all at the same. He is FULL of energy, enthusiasm, and is still one of the most expressive little people I've ever seen in my life.



I've often wondered what this year of life would've looked like without Isaac. I have ZERO regrets that we had another baby so close, I mean, how could we do life without Isaac Dean? But it proved to be a lot on my Nolan man. I'd see glimpses of the most endearing and heart warming bonds forming between these two. And then in a snap things could swing the other direction. Nolan does love Isaac, but he still has some growth in learning how to be kind in the midst of frustration. Which is totally fair in my opinion!



However, his cousins? He loves Ryann and Alee with the most loyal kind of love. They are truly his favorite people outside our home. And even then, I sometimes I wonder where Isaac falls on the list. He takes such delight in being with them, and it's just plain precious to watch. I think as Valor gets older a major switch is going to happen in the dynamics of all the cousin relationships.  So, I'm enjoying these days of his sheer joy in those girls. 



Nolan's favorite foods are hotdogs, cornbread, watermelon, blueberries, cherries, basically every fruit. He loves when I make spaghetti and meatballs. He still does not like cupcakes with icing on them. He's finally eating quesadillas and even scarfs down chips and salsa. He eats waffles almost every day for breakfast. And he does really like Menchie's frozen yogurt.



Nolan is often hesitant to try new things, and he can easily get worked up when he feels insecure. Like at the beach or when we went to Disney. We pray a lot for God to make us brave when we feel scared. You can hear him say, "Go away, fear. RAWWWWRRRR!" Because he needs to roar at his fear, obviously. 



Nolan still loves animals and the zoo. We go often, and he never, ever gets tired of it. He still loves lines, and he'll line things up in stores like pictured above. He loves going to Babies R Us to do hug and enjoy these animals. He's such a silly boy.



Every.single.night. that I put Nolan to bed this past year I sang, "Let It Be Jesus." Every night. Which means, he knows the word, "acclaimed." No clue what it means, but he can sing it at the right time. He can be such a creature of habit. When he first started asking for this song, it sounded a lot like JeJe, the beginning sound of Jesus. And now, well now, sometime his incessant talking and question asking makes us need a moment of silence. 

Nolan's a pretty great kid. He's pushing boundaries and pushing buttons, but it's all part of being a 3 year old boy (so I'm told). He's getting so big, and my mushy mom brain can't really process it all fast enough. A year from now I could be getting him ready for preschool. WHAT?! 

Oh man, 3 years old, Nolan Alex. How did we get here so quickly? 

Wednesday, July 20, 2016

Happy Birthday, Nolan!

Nolan Alex,

My crazy boy, how are you turning 3 today? How have we landed on July 20th so soon? I cannot understand the way time goes so fast yet so slow.

Yesterday we played a board game together, and I was struck with just how crazy it was that you could understand the concept of a board game. It made me excited and sad all at the same time. The thought of actually filling some of our time with board games sounds so fun! But it's just another reminder that you are taking great strides towards being a big boy. 

Man, Nolan, I love you so much. I love being your mom. I love watching your imagination develop and your excitement for all of the things. I love that you are conquering fears and growing in confidence. I love that you really enjoy crafts and being creative. I love who you are becoming.

But sweet little man, let me tell you what. You and I have had it out on some days. You are headstrong, and you have pushed back and challenged authority. Gone are the days where everything Mommy says is right. You have found your voice, and you use it. I have been frustrated and discouraged by your strong will at times. It's truly remarkable. But you know what. Years down the road, I can see how that can be used for good. 

I can see that God can redeem that about you and use it to fight in the right ways. To fight for justice and call for righteousness. I can see you stand firm in your beliefs and hold fast to Truth. And lifting my eyes from tunnel vision has been a game changer for this Mama. I see the man you can become, and I love it! I want you to be strong. I want you to say, "No" in the right circumstances. I want you to be sure of who you are.

Nolan, you are my treasure. You are funny and full of energy. You light up any room with your smile and laughter. You carry joy with you, and I love that about you. You take such delight in welcoming people into our home, and I absolutely adore that we have this in common. You are quick to pray for other people. And you are just plain quick. There is simply not enough daylight for you to possibly get all of your energy out. You have recently discovered how happy it makes you to be a helper, and I love looking for ways to let you do just that. 

I'm very aware that there are big shifts happening. You ask me to hold you less. You don't come sit with me nearly as often. You are becoming more and more independent. It's exactly what should happen, but it makes my Mama heart ache a little bit. I miss your little body next to mine, so I've come to savor the requests to be held. You are just getting bigger, buddy.  I know it's a good thing. But some days, I have to catch my breath. Because I'm realizing too late when I should've relished a "last" with you. Last time you fell asleep in my arms. Last time you grabbed my face and said, "Watch lions!" Last time you asked for "one more."

Nolan Alex Tomberlin, I love you. I like you. I enjoy you. And I'm proud of you. I'll keep telling you that every night before you go to sleep. 

Happy Birthday to the boy who made me a Mama! Let's make this year the best year yet! 

Love,
Mommy